Wednesday, May 7, 2008

the waiting game

i haven't written anything in a while because i really don't have much to say at this point. results come out in approximately 10 days. since the exam, i have done a pretty good job of forgetting about results and focusing on having a social life again. but, now that "the day" is near, i'm getting a little nervous and antsy. i think at this point, i just want to know, whether it's good or bad.

i feel like so much in my life right now is dependent upon how i do. if i passed, do i stay in san diego, or look for a job as an attorney elsewhere in california? if i didn't pass, should i move outside of california and give a different state a try? should i stay at my current job? should i take the test again in july, or wait until february? as a single woman, does it make any sense to start dating now, or should i hold off since i may be too busy studying to have a relationship?

i'm so tired of thinking about all this. the good news is, i did pass the moral character background check. who would have thought.....me....MORAL? ;)

out.
- L

1 comment:

RACHEL said...

Oh how I feel your pain! I'm also in San Diego and also uncertain what the hell I'm going to do with myself if this time around wasn't good enough.

I've avoided blogging about the exam for several weeks now, too, but suddenly it's like those results are all I can think about.

Bleh.