i started crying the other day. finally. i'm not really a big crier, i only cry when something bad happens, or on the rare happy occasion. but i've never been one of those women who just....cries. its just not in my genes i guess. but, the other day, i was sitting and studying, and i said to myself "i don't want to do this anymore" (as i say everyday to myself) and then next thing i knew i was crying. it actually caught me by surprise, i wasn't expecting to cry, nor did i really feel it come on.

but, i found it was actually rather helpful in dealing with the stress. it helped me gain focus and it kind of inspired me. as soon as i was done crying, i was ready to rock the bar exam. so, i've decided that maybe i should start making myself cry everyday. but, that's a lot easier said then done.

if only the media would start picking on britney spears more so i could cry too.



out.
- L